Scared

I'm scared for school. It is Sunday... the night before school starts. I told Dad I would hit the hay aouut 15 minutes but I don't want to. We went to this fundraiser thing for Elias and we got an interview for kmvt and I cried and I feel so stupid cuz I mean im not even that close to elias. I have to be quiet while typing but for me thats a little hard. I also spelled my name werid when the lady asked me to spell my last name. I went to fast and I think I said it wrong. I don't know weather to watch it or not. I probably will but I bet I' going to look like a dumb idiot. KK bye I'm going to try to go to sleep by daydreaming. I like the Michael Jackson CD mom got me some of the songs I can relate to and I love them. Like Leave me alone. You are not alone. And the rest of the songs are just really cool sounding like Man in the mirror. I like that one. KK I guess I better log off now... OMG I'm so scared. I wonder how Aren Dessi Conner and Ally feel about it. I'm totally freaking out. It's SO hard to imagine that school starts tomarrow! KK bye bye.